Good & Bad News...

So Alot has changed since i last written & there's so much to say, it what seems like so little tiime.My Health hasnt been doing so great, ive been going through alot & stress has led me to a flare up. i was hospitalized on Dec. 1st but im out & on some new medication, added to the rest aha my stomach has been hurting alot so they prescribed new pills. i wasnt happy but if it helps then it helps. other than tht ive been pretty good. School is going amazing, i love it and soon it will be over & then college. its right around the corner, im excited. ive been working with the special ed alot i love it , they love me . i have probably been proposed to like a 100 times now aha  so ill make sure you guys are invited to my Weddings. so ive been doing alot lately with my girls.  i got the chance to meet two amazin young ladies at my school , they are foreign exchange students & i love them to death! we are inseparably. Patricia is from Denmark & shes 16 & shes just beautiful inside & out! Elisa is from Germany & shes 17, she knows exactly what to say & can make my day! shes beautiful all around! I LOVE THEM & THEY ARE FAMILY ! <3 so you can say its been going good for me, im living it up still! i love youh all & Remember to Staay Strong & LOOk up towards God he will be here or u through it all! <3 
                    
                                                                                                                      Stasiia ^_^

Touched By An Angel of God

Wow Seems like forever ago since i got the chance to sit down and write. I  forgot how much i've missed it. So much has been going on and  keeping me busy. Great news though my Lupus has been doing great, no flare ups or hospital time for me in the past few years, i'm so blessed. My Medication hasn't changed, no lowering or adding so that's good. gosh its crazy to think in 3 months its actually going to be 3 years having been diagnosed with lupus. i look back and see through all the suffering and pain and hurt i went through, i'm still here with my head held high. i'm conquering over everything i put my mind to, i've always been the one to help others and do anything i can for who ever needs me. Right now i'm in the process of helping special need students, i love it so much. i love being involved, i joined a club at school called Best Buddies, its where we get to hang out and be with the special ed kids at lunch. i am also teaching them sign language during my 6th period. its great, they are so sweet and always have smiles on their faces. it brings me joy to be working with them. My goal on becoming a children's autism teacher is coming so soon, this is my last year of high school and then college.  ive been getting so much help and encouragement and advice from all my teachers, and my family and also from church. i have recently started a new chapter in my life and begun going to church. It has gave me so much more faith and beliefs i enjoy every moment of it. i also am an assistant for the children's ministries i work with an amazing lady, she gives and does so much for everyone around her, her name is Mrs.Linda, im very glad i have got the chance to help her and talk with her. she has a beautiful heart and brings so much joy to this world. being in church has gave me a different perspective on many things and realizing that there's more to life than just living, its also fulfilling your dreams and goals. i Love knowing now that God has a bigger plan for me  than i have ever realized before. When i got diagnosed so many  people were praying for me, some i didn't even know, but those prays helped me recover to who i am today and standing here strong. it was very hard time for me and probably the worst but i want to thank all who stopped and spoke my name to help me get better because they really saved me. I am a person of inspiration, wisdom, faith, and the gift of life. i'm going to be here for everyone who needs help or a lift to rise from a hard time. everything happens for a reason so don't let anything stop you from conquering or achieving something worth time. Timing is Everything. hope to keep updating soon and keep letting you know the new chapters and adventurers in my crazy life.Always Have Faiith In YourSelf! 
                                                                                                                          
                                                                                                         Loove Stasiiia<3

Taken Care of By The Best

       So I know im kind of late but my 18th birthday was on March 5th and it was a very special day for me so for its its another memory to write down and share with my blog! Can you believe im 18 now, gosh Ive came so far in what seems like so little time. but because im the way i am i owe a big thanks to my hospital, they are just a staff to me they are my family! Dr.Shaham, Lizz, Mary Lyn, My social worker Leah, and everyone else in my doctors office of rheumatology, i thank you all for Taking such great care of me and giving my hope. I came into Miller's Children's hospital in 2011 not knowing if i was going to be okay, its like i had doctor after doctor everyday! i was scared, but having doctors and nurses that come in with smiles or coming in to just make sure im doing good made it a little better. it gave me Hope that no matter what i was getting taken care of by people who understand. Every time i have another doctors appointment im so excited to just go and hear im doing okay but i love going because i know my hospital family is there. I love You you all so very much! & i loved my gift they surprised me with for my 18th bday, it brought tears to my eyes that You all came in sang happy birthday and showed more love! So Thanks For Showing me and letting Others Know That im an inspiration because i couldn't have done this without Any of you special Ladies!