I Am Strong!

        You ever feel as if you're standing in a large crowd but yet still feel as if your alone and no one even notices you're there? Sometimes i feel so out place and far far away in a world where no one exist...its terrifying and i find myself losing direction on where to go or who to turn to! im not one to give up and im not saying im starting now because giving up isn't in my cards and never will be even when im at my toughest moments. But i don't think others realize its okay for me to not be okay every second of the day, im only human and just like anyone else in this world we have our good and bad and our  ups and downs, perfect living doesn't exist in this world or even in fairy-tales.  Struggles come and go as do seconds, minutes, hours,  and days....they fly by like a blink of an eye. I have had many struggles and obstacles in my time but thats never stopped me from moving forward ..don't get me wrong I've wanted to let go and give up multiple times but then i look back and realize thats not who i want to be...i have a strength like no other..i've learned to strive and be thankful for what i have even if its not that much! i know my worth and its ok for me to be selfish sometimes. others don't understand you have to put yourself first at times and let others go to find yourself.  I've seen a me come out that i thought was lost forever...the couple of months i have done a complete u turn and i see everything with all new perspectives. I'm so happy an alive and getting everything in line finally. I'm a college student starting her dream while working at a job with nothing but great experience as a teacher. i strive through my days with the Lord and with a positive attitude.  my health is better than its ever been in the last 5 years...every one is so proud of me but can you imagine how i feel! I' can finally sit here and tell the world besides my struggles and my health and my ups and downs i am absolutely the HAPPIEST GIRL ALIVE! I'm my own hero of my own story and its just the beginning...but i will get my happy ending one day and no one can change that! forever i will be a  Lupus Warrior and a Warrior of God! Life is Good ! Change is a blessing! & Strength is Inner Beauty! 

                                                                        Love As Always, 
                                                                             Stasiia Your Lupie Warrior <3